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Daily div.
31 May 2021 17:31I think that I am... an amateur, totally, at this divination thing. LOL!
I suppose I understand well enough what the Me card meant - I've been making more progress these past few days, I believe, on my spiritual practices, which I associate with Mystery for sure. The situation - secrets, new feelings - I had an interesting mental moment of crankiness where I mentally cursed out a former friend of mine. I'd been holding myself back (mentally) from really going all out on my full judgment of her - I guess I let go a bit, and imagined myself telling her the truth until she cried. Then... I was free of it, finally, and felt honestly "She doesn't deserve that - her karma is more than enough..." Perhaps that was the "situation". But certainly, it will remain a secret.
But the outcome - I don't know. Spiritual Authority? Deception? I can't see the connection. So... I have a long, long way to go.
I think I'll need to do at least 6 months of this, daily, before I'll be able to draw the connections between the cards and the events for things to start to make sense. But hey - I got the time, I got the time :) I'll tag the names of the cards here as well, so that I can look back and evaluate patterns over time...
Another change - I am going to do divinations in the evening from here on out, so that I can have the cards on my mind as I sleep.
Me: 5 of Clubs (The Devil) - Temptation, Attachment, Control
Situation: 4 of Clubs - Solid Foundations, Stability, Celebration
Outcome: 2 of Spades (The Hanged Man) - Peace through Self-Discipline, Freedom from Distraction
Hmm... so my plans for tomorrow are to apply for jobs in the AM, and finish my bird book review in the PM. I can definitely see how I've been relating to the Devil card lately - I'm working through my intense wish that society and others (like the Agency) could have worked out how I WANTED them to work out... but of course, that's not how things go. I need to move past that. The solid foundations/stability: I will also go shopping for the rest of the food? But I like that outcome... I want to get a good chunk of work done on my Druidry path, and if I can self-discipline myself enough to make it happen, I will indeed achieve a lot of peace.
Onward to tomorrow!
I suppose I understand well enough what the Me card meant - I've been making more progress these past few days, I believe, on my spiritual practices, which I associate with Mystery for sure. The situation - secrets, new feelings - I had an interesting mental moment of crankiness where I mentally cursed out a former friend of mine. I'd been holding myself back (mentally) from really going all out on my full judgment of her - I guess I let go a bit, and imagined myself telling her the truth until she cried. Then... I was free of it, finally, and felt honestly "She doesn't deserve that - her karma is more than enough..." Perhaps that was the "situation". But certainly, it will remain a secret.
But the outcome - I don't know. Spiritual Authority? Deception? I can't see the connection. So... I have a long, long way to go.
I think I'll need to do at least 6 months of this, daily, before I'll be able to draw the connections between the cards and the events for things to start to make sense. But hey - I got the time, I got the time :) I'll tag the names of the cards here as well, so that I can look back and evaluate patterns over time...
Another change - I am going to do divinations in the evening from here on out, so that I can have the cards on my mind as I sleep.
Me: 5 of Clubs (The Devil) - Temptation, Attachment, Control
Situation: 4 of Clubs - Solid Foundations, Stability, Celebration
Outcome: 2 of Spades (The Hanged Man) - Peace through Self-Discipline, Freedom from Distraction
Hmm... so my plans for tomorrow are to apply for jobs in the AM, and finish my bird book review in the PM. I can definitely see how I've been relating to the Devil card lately - I'm working through my intense wish that society and others (like the Agency) could have worked out how I WANTED them to work out... but of course, that's not how things go. I need to move past that. The solid foundations/stability: I will also go shopping for the rest of the food? But I like that outcome... I want to get a good chunk of work done on my Druidry path, and if I can self-discipline myself enough to make it happen, I will indeed achieve a lot of peace.
Onward to tomorrow!