Daily div.
18 July 2021 23:09![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sh1njuk1 Back home after a long drive, I'll try to have this be short.
My divinations sometimes hit accurate enough, I get concerned that I might have a future career in this stuff. Gods keep me from that...
I already knew that the Me card was me moving forward on my life path of spending vastly less money - we continued along that for most of the day, only spending money on one single meal out during this entire family trip. That might sound like we're still splurging (we are) but compared to the way we used to be?? This is practically putting on a habit and joining a convent!
FUCK. I wrote a huge, bullet-pointed post about everything I went through today with the Devil card and the Internet ERASED it just as I posted!! OK, we're getting the Twitter version, goddammit!!
My mother-in-law threw every damn manipulative trick in the book at me to try and convince me to get the vaccine. I managed it, we got out the door. I'm so fucking exhausted right now. I am considering not going back to her house, ever, until I have the baby in my arms. She is currently a crazy person. EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING CRAZY RIGHT NOW AND I AM 1000% OVER THE EMOTIONAL LABOR OF DEALING WITH THEIR HYSTERICAL PROJECTIONAL FEARS.
OK... I've taken a few deep breaths. I promise I had something written here where I was really sympathetic to her feelings, and to the fact that she has bet her entire career and her conception of herself as a Good Person on these vaccines working out in a really uncontroversial way. I swear.
I was really happy to get back home, which feels like something to do with the 8 of Diamonds card. At least I still have the right to hang out here for a while, so long as I cook yummy dinners and don't spend money. And I'm definitely going to do that until the rest of the people in the world get their motherfucking shit together. I am so FUCKING DONE with people who insist that data that doesn't exist tooootally exists, and the potential future life of my child toooooootally doesn't hinge on it!! Maybe it doesn't. That would be wonderful, and I'm praying it's true. But I don't know that, and THEY don't know that, even if they're doing Olympic-level mental gymnastics to convince themselves that they do, and I'm fucking done with it. I. Am. Fucking. Done.
I just checked a feed where a few of my friends still post and one of my friends drives a streetcar, and apparently today a guy just walked up right in front of it, yelled a bit, then PULLED THE ENTIRE FRONT SECTION OFF. There are pictures.
Everyone is crazy and I am going to stay in my house until they all adjust to the world as it actually is, and not what they think it should be.
I did the divination for tomorrow and will offer it here without comment, except that it suggests a homebody type of day:
Me: 5 of Hearts
Situation: 8 of Diamonds
Outcome: Queen of Diamonds
My divinations sometimes hit accurate enough, I get concerned that I might have a future career in this stuff. Gods keep me from that...
I already knew that the Me card was me moving forward on my life path of spending vastly less money - we continued along that for most of the day, only spending money on one single meal out during this entire family trip. That might sound like we're still splurging (we are) but compared to the way we used to be?? This is practically putting on a habit and joining a convent!
FUCK. I wrote a huge, bullet-pointed post about everything I went through today with the Devil card and the Internet ERASED it just as I posted!! OK, we're getting the Twitter version, goddammit!!
My mother-in-law threw every damn manipulative trick in the book at me to try and convince me to get the vaccine. I managed it, we got out the door. I'm so fucking exhausted right now. I am considering not going back to her house, ever, until I have the baby in my arms. She is currently a crazy person. EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING CRAZY RIGHT NOW AND I AM 1000% OVER THE EMOTIONAL LABOR OF DEALING WITH THEIR HYSTERICAL PROJECTIONAL FEARS.
OK... I've taken a few deep breaths. I promise I had something written here where I was really sympathetic to her feelings, and to the fact that she has bet her entire career and her conception of herself as a Good Person on these vaccines working out in a really uncontroversial way. I swear.
I was really happy to get back home, which feels like something to do with the 8 of Diamonds card. At least I still have the right to hang out here for a while, so long as I cook yummy dinners and don't spend money. And I'm definitely going to do that until the rest of the people in the world get their motherfucking shit together. I am so FUCKING DONE with people who insist that data that doesn't exist tooootally exists, and the potential future life of my child toooooootally doesn't hinge on it!! Maybe it doesn't. That would be wonderful, and I'm praying it's true. But I don't know that, and THEY don't know that, even if they're doing Olympic-level mental gymnastics to convince themselves that they do, and I'm fucking done with it. I. Am. Fucking. Done.
I just checked a feed where a few of my friends still post and one of my friends drives a streetcar, and apparently today a guy just walked up right in front of it, yelled a bit, then PULLED THE ENTIRE FRONT SECTION OFF. There are pictures.
Everyone is crazy and I am going to stay in my house until they all adjust to the world as it actually is, and not what they think it should be.
I did the divination for tomorrow and will offer it here without comment, except that it suggests a homebody type of day:
Me: 5 of Hearts
Situation: 8 of Diamonds
Outcome: Queen of Diamonds