Daily div.
18 June 2021 23:35![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sh1njuk1Things have been going so well here that I'd almost forgotten that there could be a miss - but today, I can only conclude there was one.
I was the reversed 4 of Hearts, so should have lacked hesitation and fear of former mistakes... and I did send out the invite for the Ecosophia meet-up, and boldly rejoin Meetup.com (a profoundly depressing experience, to see everyone still mostly Zooming or insisting on vaccinated people only, sigh...), but I also had scheduled myself to call up the local food bank, which I donate to, and offer my services as a volunteer. And I have to admit - it was the exact opposite from the card. Despite being ready on a practical and logical level to do this, I have been so burned by volunteer experiences in the past, I wandered about doing literally anything else for 30 minutes (!!) before I finally forced myself to dial their number. And after all that... they didn't pick up, and their inbox was full! LOL! I will try again next Monday, and hopefully not waste 30 minutes of my day beforehand. But the point remains, that the card doesn't seem to have been accurate.
I did manage to write 90% of the candidacy statement - I should have just enough time to finish it tomorrow in order to submit it on the solstice itself. I suppose the situation/outcome cards were somewhat accurate on that account. I wonder if the distraction from yesterday also affected the divination? I was trying not to be annoyed by a lot of ambient noise while I performed it...
Our old cat spent today working hard on passing from this world, and that definitely affected my day quite a bit. I have a lot of thoughts on that but am too exhausted to put them down properly. Tomorrow, I will eulogize her properly. She is still - just barely - with us right now.
Let's do tomorrow's divination, for the holiday.
Me: 6 of Clubs (The Tower) REVERSED - No earth-shattering change of perspective is on order
Situation: 6 of Diamonds - Charity, Harmony, Cooperation
Outcome: 4 of Clubs - Solid Foundations, Stability, Celebration
Oh, I'm so relieved at this reading I almost cried... I am unlikely to suddenly realize I made a mistake in choosing Druidry as my path. Not that I thought I would - I've been planning this for 3 months - but still. The solstice ceremony should be harmonious and hopefully they will be charitably to me, a noob. And this should form a solid foundation going forward, as well as be a celebration. And - hopefully my husband will be OK with the vaccine. I will pray for him... and for our cat.
I was the reversed 4 of Hearts, so should have lacked hesitation and fear of former mistakes... and I did send out the invite for the Ecosophia meet-up, and boldly rejoin Meetup.com (a profoundly depressing experience, to see everyone still mostly Zooming or insisting on vaccinated people only, sigh...), but I also had scheduled myself to call up the local food bank, which I donate to, and offer my services as a volunteer. And I have to admit - it was the exact opposite from the card. Despite being ready on a practical and logical level to do this, I have been so burned by volunteer experiences in the past, I wandered about doing literally anything else for 30 minutes (!!) before I finally forced myself to dial their number. And after all that... they didn't pick up, and their inbox was full! LOL! I will try again next Monday, and hopefully not waste 30 minutes of my day beforehand. But the point remains, that the card doesn't seem to have been accurate.
I did manage to write 90% of the candidacy statement - I should have just enough time to finish it tomorrow in order to submit it on the solstice itself. I suppose the situation/outcome cards were somewhat accurate on that account. I wonder if the distraction from yesterday also affected the divination? I was trying not to be annoyed by a lot of ambient noise while I performed it...
Our old cat spent today working hard on passing from this world, and that definitely affected my day quite a bit. I have a lot of thoughts on that but am too exhausted to put them down properly. Tomorrow, I will eulogize her properly. She is still - just barely - with us right now.
Let's do tomorrow's divination, for the holiday.
Me: 6 of Clubs (The Tower) REVERSED - No earth-shattering change of perspective is on order
Situation: 6 of Diamonds - Charity, Harmony, Cooperation
Outcome: 4 of Clubs - Solid Foundations, Stability, Celebration
Oh, I'm so relieved at this reading I almost cried... I am unlikely to suddenly realize I made a mistake in choosing Druidry as my path. Not that I thought I would - I've been planning this for 3 months - but still. The solstice ceremony should be harmonious and hopefully they will be charitably to me, a noob. And this should form a solid foundation going forward, as well as be a celebration. And - hopefully my husband will be OK with the vaccine. I will pray for him... and for our cat.