Daily div.
2 August 2021 18:10![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sh1njuk1Me card: I was a bit nervous about this one, having the nuance as it did of a deadly fight one might not necessarily win. What it seems to have been, though, was a reference to how I feel about my general situation - and that was what came out in my email to my mother-in-law today - I did not state it quite as bluntly as I am about to, but I am hyper-aware of what danger my family and I are in by our lack of social networks right now (and I do NOT mean Facebook!). A Fourth Turning is a bad, bad time to be an independent thinker. I am putting a lot of energy into trying to find ways to fit myself into a group that don't involve potentially sacrificing my own child. It SHOULD be easier than this, but, well, here we are.
Situation card: Everything went so well for me today :) The universe is offering me a break, and by gum, I will accept it! My mother-in-law not only apologized to me directly for what happened, she told me that I'd shifted her perspective on vaccine refusers (!!). I had two interviews today (only being done for unemployment claim purposes) and both conversations were quite pleasant, and reminded me that there are options out there if something about Avery Denison doesn't work out. My health steadily improved throughout the day, I took a nice walk in the sun, I did floorcerzises at the request of my body, I did a ritual in the public park and I think I was decent entertainment for a mother and her son hanging out nearby, lol. Can't think of a better example of a day matching The Lovers, really!
Outcome card: "This card is telling the questioner that her best interests in this matter will be upheld by maintaining a non-confrontational stance. In addition, if a confrontation is feared, she can relax because it won't happen." Amen and amen to that, and full speed ahead with repairing my family relationships...!
Let's divinate to find out what tomorrow holds...
Me: 4 of Diamonds - Hesitation to help others, preoccupation with material possessions "security, protection, caution"
Situation: Jack of Spades - Caution, Potential
Outcome: Queen of Hearts (The Empress) - fertility, motherhood, "a sympathetic, loving woman will have a great deal to do with it"
Interesting - I hope that I can manage to be more generous than all that tomorrow! Nevertheless, a focus on security, I can see. This is mirrored by the Jack of Spades. This might represent something to do with my planned call with Violet tomorrow, too. Now of course my ears perk up whenever I get the Empress as the Outcome card... :) I still don't believe I am pregnant yet, that would genuinely surprise me, but I will keep an eye out for how this card might express itself without an actual pregnancy. And with that... time to cuddle my cute little toddler and get him to bed!
Situation card: Everything went so well for me today :) The universe is offering me a break, and by gum, I will accept it! My mother-in-law not only apologized to me directly for what happened, she told me that I'd shifted her perspective on vaccine refusers (!!). I had two interviews today (only being done for unemployment claim purposes) and both conversations were quite pleasant, and reminded me that there are options out there if something about Avery Denison doesn't work out. My health steadily improved throughout the day, I took a nice walk in the sun, I did floorcerzises at the request of my body, I did a ritual in the public park and I think I was decent entertainment for a mother and her son hanging out nearby, lol. Can't think of a better example of a day matching The Lovers, really!
Outcome card: "This card is telling the questioner that her best interests in this matter will be upheld by maintaining a non-confrontational stance. In addition, if a confrontation is feared, she can relax because it won't happen." Amen and amen to that, and full speed ahead with repairing my family relationships...!
Let's divinate to find out what tomorrow holds...
Me: 4 of Diamonds - Hesitation to help others, preoccupation with material possessions "security, protection, caution"
Situation: Jack of Spades - Caution, Potential
Outcome: Queen of Hearts (The Empress) - fertility, motherhood, "a sympathetic, loving woman will have a great deal to do with it"
Interesting - I hope that I can manage to be more generous than all that tomorrow! Nevertheless, a focus on security, I can see. This is mirrored by the Jack of Spades. This might represent something to do with my planned call with Violet tomorrow, too. Now of course my ears perk up whenever I get the Empress as the Outcome card... :) I still don't believe I am pregnant yet, that would genuinely surprise me, but I will keep an eye out for how this card might express itself without an actual pregnancy. And with that... time to cuddle my cute little toddler and get him to bed!