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Daily div.
10 August 2021 18:58 Only slightly less tired today.
Me: The daycare workers are out sick again today - ran around like a crazy person trying to figure out how to work from home, contact my new boss to let her know, worrying about whether or not my father would be patient enough while watching my toddler... then after I figured out I could WFH for the morning only, I spent it asleep (while training videos played). Then I went in to the office to complete my day. So - confusing, yes!
Situation: I guess I used my intuition to sleep when I needed to sleep, eat exactly what I needed to eat, and bring in a pile of things to the office so that it didn't feel quite so hostile. Tea, sewing, headphones that didn't look like they belonged in the Matrix (and made of cheap plastic to boot, ugh!!) and posters went a long way :) On that note... need to bring in some non-antibacterial soap for the office kitchen. (I can't believe people still buy that stuff!) Also, considering springing for a couple of lamps, for more merciful lighting... we'll see if I can adapt to flourescent...
Outcome: I did not enforce my will in any way today, that's for sure. For a Day 2 employee I caused enough trouble. On the other hand it is interesting that my boss is strictly NO MASK as a policy - even when leadership gave an emergency text today saying that all people in the office need to mask up NOW!! she waved it off with a strong intimation that we also should as well - she believes that the vaccine protects her. We're definitely all getting Delta (the daycare providers might even have it right now). Oh, how I hope she's right about her risk levels... :( In any case... I've decided to risk my life twice already - first by not immediately getting vaccinated, then by going ahead with a pregnancy in the current societal conditions. What's a third time, really? Eventually I'll stop counting at all.
Let's divinate and get me to bed already.
Me: Ace of Hearts REVERSED - NO emotional/spiritual/creative flow
Situation: King of Diamonds - Generosity, Happiness found in Nature or Spirituality
Outcome: 10 of Hearts (Wheel of Fortune) - Events Set in Motion
Sounds about right - I'll be keeping myself under control tomorrow, I'll find happiness in the moments of nature and spirituality I can grab from in between the screens, and hopefully I can get my feet under me enough to chug along with some of my goals other than "survival". I can work with this!
Me: The daycare workers are out sick again today - ran around like a crazy person trying to figure out how to work from home, contact my new boss to let her know, worrying about whether or not my father would be patient enough while watching my toddler... then after I figured out I could WFH for the morning only, I spent it asleep (while training videos played). Then I went in to the office to complete my day. So - confusing, yes!
Situation: I guess I used my intuition to sleep when I needed to sleep, eat exactly what I needed to eat, and bring in a pile of things to the office so that it didn't feel quite so hostile. Tea, sewing, headphones that didn't look like they belonged in the Matrix (and made of cheap plastic to boot, ugh!!) and posters went a long way :) On that note... need to bring in some non-antibacterial soap for the office kitchen. (I can't believe people still buy that stuff!) Also, considering springing for a couple of lamps, for more merciful lighting... we'll see if I can adapt to flourescent...
Outcome: I did not enforce my will in any way today, that's for sure. For a Day 2 employee I caused enough trouble. On the other hand it is interesting that my boss is strictly NO MASK as a policy - even when leadership gave an emergency text today saying that all people in the office need to mask up NOW!! she waved it off with a strong intimation that we also should as well - she believes that the vaccine protects her. We're definitely all getting Delta (the daycare providers might even have it right now). Oh, how I hope she's right about her risk levels... :( In any case... I've decided to risk my life twice already - first by not immediately getting vaccinated, then by going ahead with a pregnancy in the current societal conditions. What's a third time, really? Eventually I'll stop counting at all.
Let's divinate and get me to bed already.
Me: Ace of Hearts REVERSED - NO emotional/spiritual/creative flow
Situation: King of Diamonds - Generosity, Happiness found in Nature or Spirituality
Outcome: 10 of Hearts (Wheel of Fortune) - Events Set in Motion
Sounds about right - I'll be keeping myself under control tomorrow, I'll find happiness in the moments of nature and spirituality I can grab from in between the screens, and hopefully I can get my feet under me enough to chug along with some of my goals other than "survival". I can work with this!